Working Class Hero

Hello. I don't really have much to say. I'm sick again. This time it is strep. My doctor says I should probably get my tonsils out. I really don't want to do that. I hear it is alot worse for adults than it is for kids. Being that I just got my wisdom teeth out (there were many complications with that) I'm not really up for another experience like that. What else other than being pretty much consistantly ill for the last month? I joined a kick boxing/MMA class. I like it. I get to be people up. I enjoy that. It is a great work out. I get so sore the next day. That is how you know what you are doing is working. I'm the only girl in my class so that is pretty awkward. Two of the guys are like my dads age which is pretty weird but whatever. Nothing major has really happened to me. I've been sick so I haven't had time to do anything fun really. I watched Pee Wee's Big Adventure with my dad today.

That movie is amazing. I used to watch it all the time when I was little. I just realized today how many inapropriate lines there are in that movie. Innuendos and such. Wow.


Oh I guess some things have happened. I went to Mile High Music Fest. It was AWESOME. We saw Gregory Alan Isakov, Davey Knowles and the Back Door Slam, Gomez, Paolo Nutini, Incubus, and most of Ben Harper. Oh duh! My sister-in-law had her baby! Her name is Madison Mayzee. She is precious. She was born July 20th 2009.

She is two months old now and much bigger.

So that is pretty much it.

Stepping Stone

I'm in one of those weird moods again. I've been a little unhappy with the way my life is going lately. I've decided not to go back to school as I have said before. I guess you could say that opened this whole can of worms. I'm working two jobs but only for the next week. The doctors office doesn't need me anymore so I'm out. I still have the daycare...for awhile. My health insurance stops in September. Since I'm not in school my insurance doesn't cover me. So now I need a full time job. The daycare can't give me one. That is the worst part. I love it there and I really don't want to leave. I love the kids and the staff. They treat me really well there. I've also gotten a lot of babysitting jobs from there and I don't want to lose those. I hate this. I am so upset. So there is all that mess.

Then there is the problems on the social life front. I have like zero friends. If you think I'm exaggerating, I'm not. I hang out with my parents the majority of the time. I can't really remember the last time I went out with friends. It must have been at least two months ago. I'm still single. I'm 19 and I've never had a boyfriend. How pathetic is that?

Ok enough of this pity party.

Oh What A Day

Hi. It has been a while. Since i've been done with school and picked up a second job I haven't really had the time for this, or the need really. Life hasn't been too crazy. I've been working as a filing assistant at a doctors office with my aunt as well as working at the daycare. That is pretty much all that I've been up to. The last week was pretty crazy though. My sister in law was due on Saturday the 11th. Well the 11th came and went and no baby. But on Monday we got a call at about 10:00 and my brother said that she was having contractions so we packed our bags and waited for him to call and tell us they were on their way to the hospital. He called around 12:00 telling us that her contractions had pretty much stopped so we went to bed. We then found out that her doctor is now thinking that she was actually due on Thursday the 9th so she was almost a whole week overdue. Then on Wednesday night we got a call at midnight from my brother telling us that they were going to the hospital so we rushed down there. When we got there we found out that she probably wasn't in labor and just having pains. So we chilled in the hospital room (which was FREEZING btw) until about 5 am until my parents and I finally decided that it wasn't going to happen and then we went back to my brother's house and slept. On Thursday (today) My dad and I left because we have Mile High Music Festival on Saturday and my mom stayed down there. So now Manda is officially one week overdue and her doctor won't let her get a c-section or induce her or anything. At this point it is getting ridiculous. And now my dad and I probably won't be able to go and see her when she is born because I'm really doubting she is going to wait until Saturday to pop. I'm tired, I was up all night. Goodbye.

God

Today sucks. I just found out that I am on academic probation AGAIN. I don't why my grades are so bad. I tried hard in all of my classes and I thought I was doing well in most of them. I was really only worried about one and I don't think that class could bring my GPA down a ton. But I guess it did. But the big problem now is that financial aid won't pay anymore and I cn't afford school without it. So now I am being practically forced out. Now I have to get a full time job, which means probably quitting my current job that I love with all my heart. I also have to pay for health insurance which is ridiculously expensive. My life is basically over is what I'm saying.

Legal Tender

Sick again. It sucks. This time I think it is just due to exhaustion. I haven't been sleeping very well lately. I just lay in bed for hours. My brain just won't shut off. I've also been pretty stressed at work. We have two new kids and our other two haven't moved up yet so that gives us 12 kids. It is pretty ridiculous.

So Idol was a shocker. I was pleasantly surprised when Kris won. I was pretty sure Adam was going to take it. I have a feeling Adam was pissed after though. He was so cocky from the get go he probably thought he had it in the bag.

My posts have been really short lately. I really don't have much to say.

I hope I get better by tomorrow. I have a ton of graduation parties to go to this weekend.

Another Little Hole

WARNING: THIS BLOG CONTAINS MOSTLY BITCHING, WHINING, AND SELF LOATHING.

I'm in a really werid mood. I'm mad but I'm not. I don't know. Every once in a while I have these moods where I don't like the way my life is going like at all. It usually lasts like a day or two. I'm in that mood right now.

The mood is caused by:

1. The fact that I'm a loser with very few friends

2. I hate the fact that I'm out of shape but lack the motivation to do anything about it

Lets address number one first shall we? Ok so I'm a loser with very few friends. The few people that do want to hang around me are people that I really don't like to hang around with and I find myself making up excuses to not hang with them. My lack of friends causes me to be even lazier than I already was. I spend most of my weekends watching tv and hanging out with my mom while everyone else is out having a great time with friends and doing all this stuff.

Number Two: I hate the fact that I'm out of shape and lack the motivation to do anything about it. I'm not technically overweight. I'm pretty much on the heavy side of average. But I could definitely lose like 10 pounds at least. I always tell myself that I'm going to get in shape but I always put it off. When I do get to the gym I just feel out of place. I can barely do anything on the machines. Today I found myself wishing I could go to the pool. Its not like I can't I mean I live right by it but me in a swimsuit? Not happening. I haven't been swimming in at least 2 years. I really want to start kick boxing but it costs a fortune.

I'm just not digging my life right now...

On a lighter note

65 days

Mine's not a High Horse

It has been too long. I have been so busy with school and work and such. But now school is over for the summer and I am stoked. I still haven't made my decision on dropping out yet. I'm waiting to see what my grades are. Not much else has been happening. I am currently listening to a song about being on a boat. It is very explicit and very funny. I enjoy it. I kind of feel like changing all of my blog titles to the number of the entry. It would make things alot easier. That is pretty much it.

Junebug

Life update.

I was in Pueblo this weekend for my brother's college graduation...what a great time for all of my relatives to gang up on me about the fact that I MIGHT drop out of school. My mom and my Grandma both got together and lectured me about that and getting a second job this Summer. It was retarded. I love how people think that constantly lecturing me will change my mind. It is my decision and mine alone. I'm just sick of people trying to tell me how to live my life.

So yeah. We left for Pueblo on Friday morning. My dad got a speeding ticket. When we got there we were all starving and cranky so my brother was mad at us which was not fun. We had a pre-graduation party that night. My brother's roomates family came over too. His cousins were annoying. I played Mario Kart on N64 the whole time. We stayed at a crappy motel and my mom snored the whole night so I couldn't sleep. Saturday was the graduation. My dad and I spent most of it making fun of people's names. After that we had another party and I didn't stay too long. I left with my grandparents so I could do my homework. So that was basically my sucky weekend.

Finals are this week. I have a 4 page paper to write and 3 tests to take. I have an English paper due next Monday for some reason. It is weird.

I just uploaded a bunch of cds I got from the library. I like them. This blog is pretty stupid.

I want to be in this band...seriously.

Pulling our Weight.

I am currently listening to my favoirite Jimi Hendrix song. Freedom...listen to it.

I basically feel retarded. I came to school today with the intention of working on this one page paper I have to do but when I get to the library I realized I forgot my book...so I'm and idiot.

I have also discovered that I my school is full of crazies. I was walking down a hallway in the Annex the other day and this girl came around the corner pretending to fly. You know, how little 6 year olds pretend to be airplanes? That was what this girl was doing. And I'm pretty sure she wasn't mentally challenged or anything...she was just weird.

Seriously...she was just running around doing this. I don't know. It was just weird.

I have to go to Pueblo this weekend for my brother's college graduation. I'm not looking forward to it. I hate going down there. It is boring. I also hate graduations. They are probably the most boring thing ever. You have to see outside in the hot sun for like 2 hours and listen to the names of people you could care less about. And our last name starts with an R so we have to wait awhile.

So yeah that is all.

She Came In Through The Bathroom Window

Not much to say today. I'm just sitting here waiting for my class start. It doesn't start until 11:30. I'm listening to Sujan Stevens and enjoying it very much.

I only have one of his songs on my computer and it makes me sad. I want more but I don't know where to find it. I only have Casimir Pulsaki Day. I love it. Thank you Zach Zeidler.

I am so bored. People are looking at me funny...I don't care.

My computer is on a shared network right now so someone else's iTunes library is open. She actually has some pretty good music. Ok...I love this person whoever they are. They have a MASSIVE Ben Harper collection. There are some songs I've never even heard of on here. I wish I could just take them from her iTunes. Aint No Sunshine covered by Ben Harper. AMAZING. You can tell I'm very bored.

I'm almost done with school. I only have like one more week. I was going to take a class over the Summer but my mom wants me to take it off to "find myself", her words. So I don't know if I will be coming back next year. School just isn't my thing. But if I do leave I have to find a full time job and I love my job so much I really don't want to quit. So that is my life.

So I've been looking for a new car. I have to sell mine first. Anyone interested in a 1999 Ford Escort for $2000? I like it I just want a bigger car that won't die in the snow. I'm thinking Toyota 4Runner or Nissan Pathfinder

This is the pathfinder. I want it bad.

Ok. No more.

Pardon Me

It just really hit me... I'm going to be here in 83 days...

Seeing them...

It is happening. The tickets are sitting downstairs. I am officially seeing Incubus. You have no idea how stoked this makes me. I think I might just explode from the excitement. But not only am I going to see Incubus I am also going to see him...as well as Paolo Nutini, G-Love and the Special Sauce, and Erin McCarley (again).

Someone was making fun of me for going with my dad, which is crap. My dad is pretty awesome. I don't know many people who's dad actually enjoys the music they listen to. Most of my friends' parents can't stand their music. I don't blame them though, alot of my friends listen to shitty music. No, but seriously I don't think I would want to go to this with anyone other than my dad. He is really looking forward to it too. He adores Ben Harper. Which is funny because one time I played a song for him and he made me skip it because it was "boring". Now he is all into him.

What else....nothing really new. Well something but I don't know if I want to bring it up until I'm sure it is going to happen.

I'm looking for a new car. I want a bigger one that won't die in snow. I'm looking at Cherokees and Toyota 4-runners and all that. My care seriously SUCKS in snow. I also don't really like it for other reasons but yeah.

Anyways....

83 Days

Into the Groove

The weirdest thing happened tonight. I had just finished watching Idol and was about to go upstairs to take a shower when the doorbell rang. I figured it was someone one selling something or whatever so I decided not to answer it. Then they rang again. People selling things never do that. So I answered and who should be standing at my door but Justin Mercer. I haven't seen him since he moved to Grand Junction in like 10th grade. He thought I didn't recognize him. I was just so shocked it took me a second to say anything. Brian Epperly showed him where I lived. That kid is a whole other story that I don't want to get into. But yeah. I'm really happy he came by. He said I was one of the few people he actually remembered from here so I was really flattered. So that was cool.

American Idol was pretty good tonight. I thought everyone did great except you-know-who.

I thought Kris did AMAZING. Definitely the best of the night.

He is really fun to look at as well haha.

My grandma gave me some coconut lime body wash and body butter for my birthday and it smells soooooo good. I just used both of them in the shower and I pretty much want to eat myself. My skin is so smooth. It is from TreeHut. Go get some.

I got a new book at the library today.

I love the movie so I'm guessing the book is better. I just got to the second chapter and so far so good. I went to Blockbuster looking for The Boy in the Striped Pajamas but they were all out. They said it is really hard to find. So I went to another Blockbuster and they didn't have it either. That sucked. So I got Role Models instead. It was alot funnier than I expected. Going into it I was like "ok...this is going to be stupid" but I really liked it. I highly recommend it.

That is it.

Crazy

I know I know. It has been too long. I have been pretty busy. It was my birthday last weekend. On Friday I went to Skate City with Becca. It was really fun. A little 9 year old yelled at me. I don't even know if she was 9. She ran into me and then yelled "Why don't you watch where you are going you fucking whore?!?". It made me laugh because she was wearing low rise jeans and trying to show off her non-exsistent boobs in a tank top. It was pretty insane. Then on Saturday I saw Monsters vs. Aliens

It was cute. Make sure to see it in 3D. It is awesome.

Then that night we went out to dinner at Chee Burger Chee Burger. It was delicious. My dad ate the one pounder so he got his picture on the wall. Sunday was Easter so that was fun.

I finished reading The Boy in the Striped Pajamas.

It was good. SAD. I knew it was going to be sad...but not THAT sad. Read it. Now I want to see the movie and see the differences. Watching the trailer the characters aren't what I pictured. Bruno is probably the closest. But that means nothing.

That is pretty much all.

Freeze Frame

So I don't have much to say but it has been too long so...yeah. Today was pretty lame. I had business class which is basically hell being that my teacher is kind of an ass and I have no idea what is going on most of the time. About 4 people in that class irritate me alot too. I don't know what it is but there is something about them. Everytime the open their mouths I get angry.

Like this, with the hat and everything. So after that joyous event I headed to English. I don't really have any problems with that class. My teacher is crazy but I like her. Now I just finished studying for my humanities test tomorrow. I'm so nervous. I just can't wait for the semester to end. I'm exhausted.

So someone keeps sending me text messages everynight at 9:00 saying "Goodnight, sweetdreamz." and I have no idea who it is. It is starting to creep me out. I think I have a feeling who it is which is even creepier...long story.

That is pretty much it. This is a terrible blog.

Got To Be Real

While planning my awesome birthday smash it has come to my attention that I have very few TRUE friends. I need to get on that. It is sad when you have trouble finding people to invite to a party. There are a couple people at my school who I could possibly invite but I'm not really friends with them. They are kind of just there. Alot of the people I talk to at my school I talk to because there isn't anyone else. That sounds like really vain but I'm not really into hanging out with the type of people that make up the majority of my school. I'm not a partier if you haven't guessed that already. You can call me a prude, straight edge, loser, whatever it just isn't my scene. I don't drink. Number one all the alcohol I've ever tasted is disgusting. Number 2 I just don't feel the need to. I don't smoke. Mostly because I like my lungs. I've also grown up around smoking. All of my aunts and uncles on my dad's side smoked and immediately after leaving their houses we would have to shower it was gross. I'm not trying to sound all holier than thou, I'm just giving my opinion. Its not like I hate everyone who drinks on occasion or smokes every once in awhile. I just can't stand the people who come to school on a Tuesday saying how wasted they got the night before or sitting next to the guy in class who is on like 3 or 4 packs a day and smells like ass. I'm sorry I would rather hang out with someone who doesn't need all that to be ok. I'm not talking about any specific person, just people in general.

Ok I really needed to say that. It has been plaguing me.




So about my party. It isn't really a party per se. It is more like a get together. I'm trying to get a couple people together to go to Skate City dressed all 70's esque. It should be fun if people actually decide to come. I already know what I'm going to wear if it actually comes together. I'm going as a mix of John McEnroe
and Stacy Peralta

It is sad that this is pretty much the best Stacy Peralta picture I could find.

My costume should be relatively easy to make. I'm just going to go to Sports Authority and buy some Soffe shorts, striped tube socks, and a headband. Now I just hope people can come. They can even bring other friends for all I care. This is pretty much the last year I can do this without looking like a complete idiot. When I'm 20 dressing up in public isn't an option.

Well that is all. To anyone who actually read this whole thing thank you.

Buddy Holly

I don't have much to say today. I bought socks with dinosaurs on them for a dollar at target. They are pretty awesome. I didn't do much today. I rented Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist on demand. It was good although I had trouble believing these people were in high school. The Soundtrack ruled.



I finally bought the second Coconut Records cd on iTunes.

I would recommend it to anyone with ears. So remember that picture of the fat emo girl I posted? I saw that in real life. Well not the actual girl sadly. But I did see someone like the girl. It was quite humorous.

That is pretty much all. Don't forget Earth Hour at 8:30 tonight!

Come Together

Quick thing. Do this in two days.

That is all.

Agoraphobia

Snow. Lots of snow. 6 inches last time I looked. I didn't go to school today knowing this was going to happen. Sure enough my school closed at noon so I would've only been able to go to one class anyway. Work called me at 11 saying they were closing at 3 so I didn't have to come in so yeah. I slept all day basically. And then My mom came home and wanted to watch Pineapple Express since it has been sitting on our tv for like a month now. So I watched that with her which was a little weird. It wasn't that weird when I saw it with my dad. I don't know. My dad called from Missouri and he said it was 65 degrees there. Crazy. My mom and I were talking the other day about what I want for my birthday and it was weird because there is nothing that I like desperately want. I mean there are little things here and there but not one BIG thing I have been pining over. This is the first time this has happened to me like ever. I usually have this huge list of things but this year it is pretty short and most of them are pretty inexpensive like dvds and stuff. It is odd.

So my mom comes home today and tells me she got me something. I look at it and its like a giant anime comic book. She was like "I didn't know if you would be into this". I immediately start laughing and she looks at me like "what?" I seriously thought she was joking. She was dead serious. So I say to her "Mom are you aware how much I make fun of the people who read this stuff?" Apparently she had no idea. So that was that. Pretty funny. It is now in the trash can. Luckily my mom didn't pay for it. I'm not sure how she acquired it but I know it was free.

So did anyone see The Office tonight? What the hell was that?

SPOILERS!!!

Michael can't leave Dunder Miflin. That like changes the whole show. And Pam leaving with him? Well I would too...the new boss guy is kind of a dick. I'm a little worried but whatever...it is tv.

I'm really hoping that the snow is really bad tomorrow so I don't have to go to work. Don't get me wrong, I love my job. I just hate driving in even the tiniest bit of snow. My car hates it, we discussed this earlier.Genius

Girl Inform Me

I got a massive papercut on my finger. I got a B on a test. I didn't have work. I went tanning so I can wear shorts without blinding people. My thumb still hurts. That was my day.

Back to Good

Today was pretty bleh. I talked to my business teacher and it turns out I wasn't the only one who couldn't log on to the midterm so he is putting it up again. That was a huge weight off my shoulders. This weird kid in my class asked me if I wanted to meet up to take it with him...it was a little odd. Good thing I was busy on the day he wanted to do it. Now I feel bad, I hope he never sees this haha. So after that I went to English and I got my paper back. I got an 85% so I'm pretty stoked. That was pretty much all that happened today so um...picture time.



phahahah

I Want to Know Your Plans

I know...it has been too long. I've been a tad busy. Saturday I went shopping for pants to wear to work being that mine now have holes in them and Summer is coming and I need shorts to wear. I was also dragged to Babies'R'Us again. I went to Target later too. I bought Season Three of Arrested Development



So now I have them all. So that was Saturday basically. Today was pretty busy too. My brother and Manda came up and we went to the museum with my parents and their friends Dave and Linda. We saw an exhibit all about natural disasters. It was pretty cool. We saw the space thing which I had never seen before and it was lame. The Hall of Life was closed for remodeling so we saw the dinosaurs which I have seen like 4 billion times so it was kind of boring. Being that dinosaurs are the main thing people think of when they think of museums I think ours should step up a bit in that department. I was never too impressed by it. When we got home I went up to my room and swlept for like 3 and a half hours. For some reason I didn't feel like eating dinner so I ate an apple like 2 hours ago and that was my dinner. I'm probably going to wake up starving in the middle of the night.

I saw a few commercials for the show Cold Case saying that the next episode revolved around the John Lennon's music so I thought I'd check it out. So it was a major let down. It was basically about a schizophrenic guy who's shrink had him listen to John Lennon to calm him down or whatever and blah blah blah. That was pretty much it. They played like 3 Lennon songs and it wasn't much more than that. It was mostly about how this guy thought that the government was trying to control things he called 'tradings'. I don't know, it is hard to explain but it didn't have much to do with John Lennon.

I really want to have a costume party for my birthday but I realized that I don't have many friends who still live anywhere near me so no one would come. AND it is the day before Easter so that wouldn't work well either. I really want to be this:
I think it would be super cool. I could make a bus out of a cardboard box and put suspenders on it and wear it. Fun fun. Oh well, I guess it will have to wait until Haloween. I will probably end up just sitting at home watching tv on my birthday. I sound pathetic.

I typed in loser and I got that. It is just sad. That kid is adorable.

I have school tomorrow...so much for Spring Break...I was sick for most of it. Bleh.

I will leave you with this:

I love him.

I Don't Like it Like This

So I'm sick again. It all started yesterday. I was at Brandon's house waiting to go to the zoo. I had felt queasy that whole morning but I chalked it up to excitement. So about 5 minutes after I get there I start feeling really nauseous. I go into the bathroom and that bleh. I wasn't surprised being that the day before at work we had four kids due to the rest of them being sick and two out of the four kids we had went home after throwing up. I felt better after that though so I went to the zoo and had a great time. I felt fine the rest of the day until abut 3:00. I started feeling queasy again. I laid on the couch and watched Idol with my mom. On that note...I HATE this guy,

He is 26 years old....stop dressing like an emo 12 year old...jeez. While searching for this picture I found this picture

Ok so this is disgusting gay or straight. People don't want to see that.

I also found this

Yeah...that is him. I don't have any words. He is a terrible singer as well. He basically murdered Ring of Fire last night. But he always gets through because the judges love him for some reason and all these little 13 year old girls vote for him because they think he is good looking (I have no idea why). It just annoys me.

Back to being sick. So my mom decided to take me and my brother out to Red Robin and for some reason I went even though I'm sick. So I ate my food and then threw up in the bathroom...it was pretty embarrassing because the people in the bathrom thought I was bulemic or something...nope just sick. So that was a waste of money. Sorry...I doubt you wanted to hear about me barfing.

On a less disgusting note, Scrubs was finally new this week! YAY!!

I can't describe how much I love this show. There was also a new show on called Better Off Ted and so far it is pretty funny. I'm excited for next week's episode.

I found my Evanescence cd that has been lost for like 4 years. I'm listening to it now. I forgot how good they were.

One of those days

So today was pretty retardiculous (I just made that up). So I woke up this morning with a sore throat...which usually means sickness is around the corner. So that sucked. Then I looked out my window and it had snowed...yay...my car hates snow...even the tiniest bit. So I went out to my car to leave and I realized I needed gas. The perfect day for it. So I get to the gas station and wait for my car to fill up while I freeze my but off outside. Then I walk in to get some food and they don't have any Snapple...boo. So I settle for chocolate milk. Then I haul ass out of there because I'm running late. Here comes the best part. I'm driving down Prince St. to get to school and there is a garbage truck parked in the bike/parking lane. I see this daily so I keep driving. Then the asshole pulls right out in front of me. I slam on my brakes but as I said my car hates even the tiniest amount of ice so my brakes lock up so I have to swerve into oncoming traffic. Luckily there was no one coming so I didn't die. It was probably one of the scariest moments of my life. After my near death experience I get to school and my teacher isn't there. So we sat around waiting for her. Now the rule is that if the teacher is 15 minutes late you are allowed to leave. But being that this was test review day none of us wanted to leave. So she finally shows up (turns out she is having one of those mornings too). So things go pretty well from then until about 1:30 when I got home from school. I ate my lunch and then I started feeling sick again. Then my mom comes home at 5:00 and starts bugging me about all this crap like "how do you do this on facebook?" and I really wasn't in the mood so I snapped at her so she was pissed at me. THEN I had to work on my essay and I spent like 4 hours and it sucks. I was supposed to study for my econ test but that will have to wait because I just finished my paper and I'm off to bed because I'm exhausted. I'm for sure not going to my 10:00 class. I just have to drop off my paper and I'm done. Then I have to work but there is no avoiding that.

I watched Pineapple Express again today...I haven't seen it since it was out in theaters and it made me happy.

-How would they find us?

-Um... heat-seeking missiles... bloodhounds... and foxes... barracudas...

hello

I got a haircut today. It is 3 inches shorter. I love it.



It was only a portion of the things I did today. I woke up and 9:40 which is early for me on a Saturday. So that was weird. At like 1:00 my mom and I left and went to Great Clips where I got a splendid hair cut. Then we went to Carls Junior and got the most delicious fries I have ever tasted. Next came Tattered Cover. My mom had to get a book for her book club and I got The Boy in The Striped Pajamas. People tell me the movie is really good so I'll read the book and then watch it. Is it weird that I'm really into Holocaust books? I dunno. Then we went to Walmart and I got a two really cute outfits for my neice. I also got a new purse for $7. It is cute. After that we had to go to Babies'R'Us so my mom could look at strollers. I always feel awkward looking at baby stuff because I feel like people are looking at me thinking I'm pregnant. I feel hte same way in maternity stores. It isn't an odd suspicion though. Two people my parents know have thought that they meant I was having a baby when they said they were going to be grandparents. I guess I just look like the kind of girl who would go and get knocked up. I think I look like the opposite but whatever. I might be the fact that alot of people think I'm an only child being that they never see my brother. I don't know...it is weird. I really want to go and do something tonight...but everyone has plans. It sucks.

I'm burning a mango papaya candle I got at Pure 1 a long time ago and it smells delicious. Tropoical smelling things are pretty much my favorite.

I saw this on the internet and it made me laugh

So....yeah.

What You Want

So I don't really have anything to talk about so I thought I would go through my favorite youtubes videos and share them.



I love this more than you will ever know.



This is one of my favorite songs...and these girls rocked it.



This is awesome.



This girl is pretty sick.

I doubt anyone will watch all these but whatever.

Long Day

I got Rick'rolled today. It was pretty funny. I have no idea but I felt like that would be a great way to start this. My day was pretty lame. I went to economics class which was boringgggg. The I had a meeting with my humanities teacher and he was 30 minutes late because his daughter was sickk or something but whatever its not like I had anything else to do. I have an hour and 45 minutes in between my econ class and my humanities class so I pretty much just sit there waiting. So I went to class and then came home and ate leftover pizza...yum. I watched Important Things with Demetri Martin...and I enjoyed it very much.

I'm watching Kath and Kim right now...and The Office is on next so that is pretty bomb. So my birthday is coming up. I'm pretty excited. I really want this:

I really doubt I will get it though being that it is $180 and the HD one is $230. I just really want a video camera. I have a really crappy one but I want one that can go on my computer so I can edit them. BUT if anyone wants to buy it for me...feel free...OR just get me one of the shirts I've posted. Wow...I sound like an ass... "buy me stuff..." you definitely don't have to buy me anything.

I really think I'm getting the hang of this blog. It helps that I actually have people reading it. I would like to have more...but whatever.

So I've been thinking about cutting my hair...like shoulder length...I'm not sure though. Any thoughts? My hair has been long forever and I kind of want a change. I'll probably chicken out though.

The other day me and my mom were talking about nothing in particular and for some reason I asked her how many kids she originally wanted to have. She said three...but after she had me that changed. Apparently I was a terrible baby. I cried all the time. Its not like I did it on purpose..I was a baby...but that made me a little sad. I was supposed to have a little sibling...

Oh, and the big news of the week

We found out I'm having a neice. Its pretty cool. She is due July 13th I believe. This is getting very long winded and random...so goodbye

Derelict

I don't have much to say today. Nothing blog worthy really happened. It was a pretty normal day. Right now I'm just hanging in my room listening to Beck...he is pretty awesome

So yeah...my eyes hurt right now and it is making me mad. Is it lame that I don't think my blogs are good if they don't have pictures? I just like pictures...they are fun.

P.S. I want these too:

I had a spooky scary time at the Werewolf Bar Mitzvah. Boys becoming men, men becoming wolves. Watch 30 Rock...get the reference.

This shirt is to be worn during business time.

P.P.S....there is a theme in my blog titles...it is lame

Gold Chains

So Andee posted a whole bunch of pictures from photobucket and it was pretty awesome. My photobucket is crap so my pictures is where I'm going.

This is pretty much amazing to me.

I don't remember saving this...but I love it.

I took this at the aquarium...it is neat.

Yeah I made this...go listen to the song Spring Yeilds a Goldblum.

I have the most random stuff on my computer.

So that is all for now. Just a heads up, I might post again in like an hour.

Cold as Ice

Just a warning, this post is pretty judgmental and harsh...I thought the title was fitting.
I'm so sick of all these skinny girls complaining about how fat they are. I saw this girl who couldn't have weighed more than 100 pounds talking to her friend and eating a muffin. She looks at her friend and says "God, I'm such a fat ass. I'm a whale." And she was dead serious too. It just made me so mad. Now I'm not saying I'm massive but I could definately lose a few pounds and I would love to weigh 100 pounds. What also made me mad was that she was standing next to a lady who must've been at least 200 pounds. The woman looked so offended. On the other end of the spectrum, I can't stand when people are overweight and dress like they are little. I was walking around school today and I saw a girl sitting in a chair with her shirt riding up showing her belly popping out of her jeans. When I walked by I saw that her ass was halfway hanging out. It was digusting. Seriously, no one wants to see that. Wear clothes that fit. That is like older ladies dressing like that too. Seriously lady you are 40...put the Abercrombie and Charlotte Russe back on the shelves. Go shop at Dillards where you belong. Sorry...I just had to put that out there. I'm pretty sure I'm not alone on this.

On a less judgmental note...I want these: