Wasteland

My life seems to be going down the tubes lately. I've been so stressed out. I cna't sleep and I've had a constant headache for a week. I don't know if these are caused by stress or if I'm sick but my money is on stress. If you are wondering why I'm stressed out there are many reasons. One is the fact that my mom is constantly telling me that I have no social life and that I need to find more friends. that annoys me because she acts like I don't know that. Its not as if I'm not trying to make friends. She keeps telling me to join things but that is hard when you don't have any money. Which leads me to point number two. I don't make enough money. I also don't want to leave my job. I have no idea what to do. Point three, the friends I do have are pissing me off. Well not all of them. A particular one seems to be blowing me off everytime I try and make plans and it is annoying me. They are always saying we need to hang out but then when I make the effort I get blown off. And finally, the point that has me stressing the most. Point four. My brother, his fiance, her friend, and the baby are all moving into our house. I am not happy with this situattion AT ALL. Whenever they are here they treat me like crap and I get zero attention. I end up spending the majority of the time in my bedroom. My mom treats Manda better than she treats me alot of the time. Its almost like I'm not even part of this family and I"m just an extra person who just drifted in. No one even considers my feelings. My life is turning into hell right now and I hate it. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I'm almost at my breaking point.