Got To Be Real

While planning my awesome birthday smash it has come to my attention that I have very few TRUE friends. I need to get on that. It is sad when you have trouble finding people to invite to a party. There are a couple people at my school who I could possibly invite but I'm not really friends with them. They are kind of just there. Alot of the people I talk to at my school I talk to because there isn't anyone else. That sounds like really vain but I'm not really into hanging out with the type of people that make up the majority of my school. I'm not a partier if you haven't guessed that already. You can call me a prude, straight edge, loser, whatever it just isn't my scene. I don't drink. Number one all the alcohol I've ever tasted is disgusting. Number 2 I just don't feel the need to. I don't smoke. Mostly because I like my lungs. I've also grown up around smoking. All of my aunts and uncles on my dad's side smoked and immediately after leaving their houses we would have to shower it was gross. I'm not trying to sound all holier than thou, I'm just giving my opinion. Its not like I hate everyone who drinks on occasion or smokes every once in awhile. I just can't stand the people who come to school on a Tuesday saying how wasted they got the night before or sitting next to the guy in class who is on like 3 or 4 packs a day and smells like ass. I'm sorry I would rather hang out with someone who doesn't need all that to be ok. I'm not talking about any specific person, just people in general.

Ok I really needed to say that. It has been plaguing me.




So about my party. It isn't really a party per se. It is more like a get together. I'm trying to get a couple people together to go to Skate City dressed all 70's esque. It should be fun if people actually decide to come. I already know what I'm going to wear if it actually comes together. I'm going as a mix of John McEnroe
and Stacy Peralta

It is sad that this is pretty much the best Stacy Peralta picture I could find.

My costume should be relatively easy to make. I'm just going to go to Sports Authority and buy some Soffe shorts, striped tube socks, and a headband. Now I just hope people can come. They can even bring other friends for all I care. This is pretty much the last year I can do this without looking like a complete idiot. When I'm 20 dressing up in public isn't an option.

Well that is all. To anyone who actually read this whole thing thank you.

Buddy Holly

I don't have much to say today. I bought socks with dinosaurs on them for a dollar at target. They are pretty awesome. I didn't do much today. I rented Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist on demand. It was good although I had trouble believing these people were in high school. The Soundtrack ruled.



I finally bought the second Coconut Records cd on iTunes.

I would recommend it to anyone with ears. So remember that picture of the fat emo girl I posted? I saw that in real life. Well not the actual girl sadly. But I did see someone like the girl. It was quite humorous.

That is pretty much all. Don't forget Earth Hour at 8:30 tonight!

Come Together

Quick thing. Do this in two days.

That is all.

Agoraphobia

Snow. Lots of snow. 6 inches last time I looked. I didn't go to school today knowing this was going to happen. Sure enough my school closed at noon so I would've only been able to go to one class anyway. Work called me at 11 saying they were closing at 3 so I didn't have to come in so yeah. I slept all day basically. And then My mom came home and wanted to watch Pineapple Express since it has been sitting on our tv for like a month now. So I watched that with her which was a little weird. It wasn't that weird when I saw it with my dad. I don't know. My dad called from Missouri and he said it was 65 degrees there. Crazy. My mom and I were talking the other day about what I want for my birthday and it was weird because there is nothing that I like desperately want. I mean there are little things here and there but not one BIG thing I have been pining over. This is the first time this has happened to me like ever. I usually have this huge list of things but this year it is pretty short and most of them are pretty inexpensive like dvds and stuff. It is odd.

So my mom comes home today and tells me she got me something. I look at it and its like a giant anime comic book. She was like "I didn't know if you would be into this". I immediately start laughing and she looks at me like "what?" I seriously thought she was joking. She was dead serious. So I say to her "Mom are you aware how much I make fun of the people who read this stuff?" Apparently she had no idea. So that was that. Pretty funny. It is now in the trash can. Luckily my mom didn't pay for it. I'm not sure how she acquired it but I know it was free.

So did anyone see The Office tonight? What the hell was that?

SPOILERS!!!

Michael can't leave Dunder Miflin. That like changes the whole show. And Pam leaving with him? Well I would too...the new boss guy is kind of a dick. I'm a little worried but whatever...it is tv.

I'm really hoping that the snow is really bad tomorrow so I don't have to go to work. Don't get me wrong, I love my job. I just hate driving in even the tiniest bit of snow. My car hates it, we discussed this earlier.Genius

Girl Inform Me

I got a massive papercut on my finger. I got a B on a test. I didn't have work. I went tanning so I can wear shorts without blinding people. My thumb still hurts. That was my day.

Back to Good

Today was pretty bleh. I talked to my business teacher and it turns out I wasn't the only one who couldn't log on to the midterm so he is putting it up again. That was a huge weight off my shoulders. This weird kid in my class asked me if I wanted to meet up to take it with him...it was a little odd. Good thing I was busy on the day he wanted to do it. Now I feel bad, I hope he never sees this haha. So after that I went to English and I got my paper back. I got an 85% so I'm pretty stoked. That was pretty much all that happened today so um...picture time.



phahahah

I Want to Know Your Plans

I know...it has been too long. I've been a tad busy. Saturday I went shopping for pants to wear to work being that mine now have holes in them and Summer is coming and I need shorts to wear. I was also dragged to Babies'R'Us again. I went to Target later too. I bought Season Three of Arrested Development



So now I have them all. So that was Saturday basically. Today was pretty busy too. My brother and Manda came up and we went to the museum with my parents and their friends Dave and Linda. We saw an exhibit all about natural disasters. It was pretty cool. We saw the space thing which I had never seen before and it was lame. The Hall of Life was closed for remodeling so we saw the dinosaurs which I have seen like 4 billion times so it was kind of boring. Being that dinosaurs are the main thing people think of when they think of museums I think ours should step up a bit in that department. I was never too impressed by it. When we got home I went up to my room and swlept for like 3 and a half hours. For some reason I didn't feel like eating dinner so I ate an apple like 2 hours ago and that was my dinner. I'm probably going to wake up starving in the middle of the night.

I saw a few commercials for the show Cold Case saying that the next episode revolved around the John Lennon's music so I thought I'd check it out. So it was a major let down. It was basically about a schizophrenic guy who's shrink had him listen to John Lennon to calm him down or whatever and blah blah blah. That was pretty much it. They played like 3 Lennon songs and it wasn't much more than that. It was mostly about how this guy thought that the government was trying to control things he called 'tradings'. I don't know, it is hard to explain but it didn't have much to do with John Lennon.

I really want to have a costume party for my birthday but I realized that I don't have many friends who still live anywhere near me so no one would come. AND it is the day before Easter so that wouldn't work well either. I really want to be this:
I think it would be super cool. I could make a bus out of a cardboard box and put suspenders on it and wear it. Fun fun. Oh well, I guess it will have to wait until Haloween. I will probably end up just sitting at home watching tv on my birthday. I sound pathetic.

I typed in loser and I got that. It is just sad. That kid is adorable.

I have school tomorrow...so much for Spring Break...I was sick for most of it. Bleh.

I will leave you with this:

I love him.

I Don't Like it Like This

So I'm sick again. It all started yesterday. I was at Brandon's house waiting to go to the zoo. I had felt queasy that whole morning but I chalked it up to excitement. So about 5 minutes after I get there I start feeling really nauseous. I go into the bathroom and that bleh. I wasn't surprised being that the day before at work we had four kids due to the rest of them being sick and two out of the four kids we had went home after throwing up. I felt better after that though so I went to the zoo and had a great time. I felt fine the rest of the day until abut 3:00. I started feeling queasy again. I laid on the couch and watched Idol with my mom. On that note...I HATE this guy,

He is 26 years old....stop dressing like an emo 12 year old...jeez. While searching for this picture I found this picture

Ok so this is disgusting gay or straight. People don't want to see that.

I also found this

Yeah...that is him. I don't have any words. He is a terrible singer as well. He basically murdered Ring of Fire last night. But he always gets through because the judges love him for some reason and all these little 13 year old girls vote for him because they think he is good looking (I have no idea why). It just annoys me.

Back to being sick. So my mom decided to take me and my brother out to Red Robin and for some reason I went even though I'm sick. So I ate my food and then threw up in the bathroom...it was pretty embarrassing because the people in the bathrom thought I was bulemic or something...nope just sick. So that was a waste of money. Sorry...I doubt you wanted to hear about me barfing.

On a less disgusting note, Scrubs was finally new this week! YAY!!

I can't describe how much I love this show. There was also a new show on called Better Off Ted and so far it is pretty funny. I'm excited for next week's episode.

I found my Evanescence cd that has been lost for like 4 years. I'm listening to it now. I forgot how good they were.

One of those days

So today was pretty retardiculous (I just made that up). So I woke up this morning with a sore throat...which usually means sickness is around the corner. So that sucked. Then I looked out my window and it had snowed...yay...my car hates snow...even the tiniest bit. So I went out to my car to leave and I realized I needed gas. The perfect day for it. So I get to the gas station and wait for my car to fill up while I freeze my but off outside. Then I walk in to get some food and they don't have any Snapple...boo. So I settle for chocolate milk. Then I haul ass out of there because I'm running late. Here comes the best part. I'm driving down Prince St. to get to school and there is a garbage truck parked in the bike/parking lane. I see this daily so I keep driving. Then the asshole pulls right out in front of me. I slam on my brakes but as I said my car hates even the tiniest amount of ice so my brakes lock up so I have to swerve into oncoming traffic. Luckily there was no one coming so I didn't die. It was probably one of the scariest moments of my life. After my near death experience I get to school and my teacher isn't there. So we sat around waiting for her. Now the rule is that if the teacher is 15 minutes late you are allowed to leave. But being that this was test review day none of us wanted to leave. So she finally shows up (turns out she is having one of those mornings too). So things go pretty well from then until about 1:30 when I got home from school. I ate my lunch and then I started feeling sick again. Then my mom comes home at 5:00 and starts bugging me about all this crap like "how do you do this on facebook?" and I really wasn't in the mood so I snapped at her so she was pissed at me. THEN I had to work on my essay and I spent like 4 hours and it sucks. I was supposed to study for my econ test but that will have to wait because I just finished my paper and I'm off to bed because I'm exhausted. I'm for sure not going to my 10:00 class. I just have to drop off my paper and I'm done. Then I have to work but there is no avoiding that.

I watched Pineapple Express again today...I haven't seen it since it was out in theaters and it made me happy.

-How would they find us?

-Um... heat-seeking missiles... bloodhounds... and foxes... barracudas...

hello

I got a haircut today. It is 3 inches shorter. I love it.



It was only a portion of the things I did today. I woke up and 9:40 which is early for me on a Saturday. So that was weird. At like 1:00 my mom and I left and went to Great Clips where I got a splendid hair cut. Then we went to Carls Junior and got the most delicious fries I have ever tasted. Next came Tattered Cover. My mom had to get a book for her book club and I got The Boy in The Striped Pajamas. People tell me the movie is really good so I'll read the book and then watch it. Is it weird that I'm really into Holocaust books? I dunno. Then we went to Walmart and I got a two really cute outfits for my neice. I also got a new purse for $7. It is cute. After that we had to go to Babies'R'Us so my mom could look at strollers. I always feel awkward looking at baby stuff because I feel like people are looking at me thinking I'm pregnant. I feel hte same way in maternity stores. It isn't an odd suspicion though. Two people my parents know have thought that they meant I was having a baby when they said they were going to be grandparents. I guess I just look like the kind of girl who would go and get knocked up. I think I look like the opposite but whatever. I might be the fact that alot of people think I'm an only child being that they never see my brother. I don't know...it is weird. I really want to go and do something tonight...but everyone has plans. It sucks.

I'm burning a mango papaya candle I got at Pure 1 a long time ago and it smells delicious. Tropoical smelling things are pretty much my favorite.

I saw this on the internet and it made me laugh

So....yeah.

What You Want

So I don't really have anything to talk about so I thought I would go through my favorite youtubes videos and share them.



I love this more than you will ever know.



This is one of my favorite songs...and these girls rocked it.



This is awesome.



This girl is pretty sick.

I doubt anyone will watch all these but whatever.

Long Day

I got Rick'rolled today. It was pretty funny. I have no idea but I felt like that would be a great way to start this. My day was pretty lame. I went to economics class which was boringgggg. The I had a meeting with my humanities teacher and he was 30 minutes late because his daughter was sickk or something but whatever its not like I had anything else to do. I have an hour and 45 minutes in between my econ class and my humanities class so I pretty much just sit there waiting. So I went to class and then came home and ate leftover pizza...yum. I watched Important Things with Demetri Martin...and I enjoyed it very much.

I'm watching Kath and Kim right now...and The Office is on next so that is pretty bomb. So my birthday is coming up. I'm pretty excited. I really want this:

I really doubt I will get it though being that it is $180 and the HD one is $230. I just really want a video camera. I have a really crappy one but I want one that can go on my computer so I can edit them. BUT if anyone wants to buy it for me...feel free...OR just get me one of the shirts I've posted. Wow...I sound like an ass... "buy me stuff..." you definitely don't have to buy me anything.

I really think I'm getting the hang of this blog. It helps that I actually have people reading it. I would like to have more...but whatever.

So I've been thinking about cutting my hair...like shoulder length...I'm not sure though. Any thoughts? My hair has been long forever and I kind of want a change. I'll probably chicken out though.

The other day me and my mom were talking about nothing in particular and for some reason I asked her how many kids she originally wanted to have. She said three...but after she had me that changed. Apparently I was a terrible baby. I cried all the time. Its not like I did it on purpose..I was a baby...but that made me a little sad. I was supposed to have a little sibling...

Oh, and the big news of the week

We found out I'm having a neice. Its pretty cool. She is due July 13th I believe. This is getting very long winded and random...so goodbye

Derelict

I don't have much to say today. Nothing blog worthy really happened. It was a pretty normal day. Right now I'm just hanging in my room listening to Beck...he is pretty awesome

So yeah...my eyes hurt right now and it is making me mad. Is it lame that I don't think my blogs are good if they don't have pictures? I just like pictures...they are fun.

P.S. I want these too:

I had a spooky scary time at the Werewolf Bar Mitzvah. Boys becoming men, men becoming wolves. Watch 30 Rock...get the reference.

This shirt is to be worn during business time.

P.P.S....there is a theme in my blog titles...it is lame

Gold Chains

So Andee posted a whole bunch of pictures from photobucket and it was pretty awesome. My photobucket is crap so my pictures is where I'm going.

This is pretty much amazing to me.

I don't remember saving this...but I love it.

I took this at the aquarium...it is neat.

Yeah I made this...go listen to the song Spring Yeilds a Goldblum.

I have the most random stuff on my computer.

So that is all for now. Just a heads up, I might post again in like an hour.

Cold as Ice

Just a warning, this post is pretty judgmental and harsh...I thought the title was fitting.
I'm so sick of all these skinny girls complaining about how fat they are. I saw this girl who couldn't have weighed more than 100 pounds talking to her friend and eating a muffin. She looks at her friend and says "God, I'm such a fat ass. I'm a whale." And she was dead serious too. It just made me so mad. Now I'm not saying I'm massive but I could definately lose a few pounds and I would love to weigh 100 pounds. What also made me mad was that she was standing next to a lady who must've been at least 200 pounds. The woman looked so offended. On the other end of the spectrum, I can't stand when people are overweight and dress like they are little. I was walking around school today and I saw a girl sitting in a chair with her shirt riding up showing her belly popping out of her jeans. When I walked by I saw that her ass was halfway hanging out. It was digusting. Seriously, no one wants to see that. Wear clothes that fit. That is like older ladies dressing like that too. Seriously lady you are 40...put the Abercrombie and Charlotte Russe back on the shelves. Go shop at Dillards where you belong. Sorry...I just had to put that out there. I'm pretty sure I'm not alone on this.

On a less judgmental note...I want these:

Tangerine.

I know I just posted something but I'm in a blogging mood. Either that or I'm just incredibly bored and need to do something. I'm listening to the Marie Antoinette soundtrack. I was never as into that movie as some people I know...she knows who she is but I must say this soundtrack is pretty amazing. It is full of bands that people have never heard of...so it is right up my alley. I almost find the fact that no one has ever heard of the music I listen to annoying at times. Like when people ask me what kind of music I'm into, it is so hard to describe. I have a wide range but usually I just go with the simple answer, 'indie'. Well, it seems like the simple answer to me but then I get a ton of people who don't even know what indie is. So after I describe it and they still don't know I have to give them specific artists and being that they have never heard of most of them that doesn't help much. I get asked about my music a lot. You would be surprised at how many people don't know the term 'indie'. I just realized that I'm coming off like a pretentious jackass and that is definitely not the vibe I'm going for. Next topic. Great segue don't you think? I have developed quite the crush on Adrien Brody.



What is funny about this is that I used to be repulsed by him. I would make fun of what I then called his 'bird beak of a nose'. But for some reason I don't feel that way anymore and I now think he is incredibly attractive. Many people may dissagree but I don't know...there is something about him. I especially liked him in Cadillac Records.

I downloaded this program that can turn any picture into a polaroid. It is pretty cool. I love my polaroid camera but I also love putting pictures on my computer. It is a perfect mix.



Orginal



Polaroid

It is pretty awesome if I do say so myself.

I took the polaroid down in my room

So I was bored and decided to take pictures of the things I have in my room...


My gnomes...I love them. More are always appreciated.



Bulletin board. Notice the zoo pals plate I swiped from one of the senior breakfasts last year.



Posters and a painting by my uncle... it is pretty awesome.



My personal Blockbuster...this is only half of them



Flight of the Conchords

This is only a small portion of the crap that fills my room. I just picked the things that sum me up I guess...I challenge you, my one follower to do the same.